Maycee Mae

I bought a puppy! This impulse buy was quite an expensive one but you cant put a price on love!!! I found Maycee when Fuzz and I stopped to browse at Animal Ark on Thursday night.... I knew the second I found her that I had to have her! She is absolutely adorable! I am extremely exausted, taking care of a puppy is harder than I thought... bring on a baby but this puppy stuff is hard. She is 6 weeks old and she was born January 20, 2010. She is tiny and sweet! Bless her heart she is up every night at 2am and 4am hopefully that will wear off soon so I can get some sleep too! I love her though and my parents have fallen head over heels for her!!!

Fuzz Photo Shoot

Today I did a make over on Fuzz then we went out and took some pictures...

I escaped death!!!

OMGSH! So some people would describe me as overly "dramatic" I would say it is not true at all, I am more like overly "passionate" haha. Anyways that is my disclaimer for this post because last night, I narrowly escaped death!

(side note: this next fact has to be known to all of you or this post will make NO sense... I HATE the number 11, especially 11:11!!! I think it is evil and I am almost positive that that number will eventually have something to do with my demise!)

Ok, so last night I am driving home from my loverly friend Litto's house and it is pretty late, and the roads are pretty slick, like pure ice, no joke! I might as well have been driving on the 7 peaks Ice Rink! Anyways, so I am driving and I am a little nervous in the icy conditions but just then I look down and the clock in my car says 11:11 (OMGSH right?!? insert sqeual here...) So then I freak out in my head and I turn to look at my gages to make sure everything is "under control" and GUESS WHAT?!?! my mileage was 111 too! wow! I was like that has to be a coincidence, not a good one, but one just the same. So I am talking myself out of panicking and into breathing and just then song number 11 comes on and it was my funeral song!!! (that sounds weird but hear me out, so there is a song I always say I want played at my funeral and because of that and the fact that I am overly "passionate", I never listen to that song while driving a car... but yesterday I found a random music CD in my desk at work and took it out and popped it when I left) Ok so here I was sliding, not driving, sliding down state street at 11:11 at night with my mileage at 111 and the funeral song playing at track number 11! You would think I would change the song or push the minute button on the clock or do SOMETHING to better my odds in this situation, but I was too scared to lift my hands off the steering wheel, they were white knuckle gripped at 10 and 2!! Needless to say I made it home ok! whew! I know you were all worried there for a minute!!! But the creepy part is, is that I was telling my daddy this story this morning and he said that he rolled over in bed to get a drink last night and looked at the clock and it was 11:11 and he thought "I should text Jessie", but then he refrained in case I was driving... (he knows I am not the best at waiting til I park to read texts haha we are working on that) But anyways, it was traumatic, I think that Julia Roberts should play me in the movie ;)

One year older... I only wish I was wiser too!

Well another year has come and gone. I was trying to think about my feelings of the last year and how I feel like it went... It seems to have been relatively successful, but as anyones life, it had its ups and downs!

Overall I cant complain, my health has been good. I still have a job, even if I don't always like going, a job is still a job! I started Beauty school... something I have always wanted to do and finally got the courage to do it this past May. I love it too, every second of it!!! My family is doing well... Dad is doing much better.

I made a lot of really good friends. Some of them have been the best friends I have ever had... ever! One of them moved away and we are still best friends... she is more like family, and will ALWAYS be a part of my life no matter how many states lay between us! One of my other best friends and I ended up drifting apart sadly and although we aren't as close now, I will never regret the days we spent together... he taught me so much about me and who I am. I still think the world of him and hope that even when we aren't together as much that things are well with him. I have had a lot of good friends that have been there for me... I have rekindled lost friendships and made existing ones stronger and made many new ones. I don't know where I would be with out the love and support of my friends! They are sometimes the only reason I get out of bed somedays!

I have had a little heartache and A LOT of laughter. I have had cried and held family and friends as they have cried. I have sang and laughed and looked for the positive in some sad times. I have learned that life doesnt stop so neither can I and life is what you make of it.... so I have vowed to make mine a damn good one!

I have made plenty mistakes over the last year and learned many life lessons... but most of all I have spent a lot of time figuring out who I am and where I am going. I love where I am going with my dreams and my goals and I feel good about my future! I am ready for another year. I am ready to have new challenges and new adventures. I am sure there will be many more nights where I cry, but I am positive that I will have more happy days than not. I will make more friends and share another year of holidays with my family... A girl cant ask for more than that! I need to count my blessings cause I have been blessed with more than I deserve!

Rarr!!!

In class we learn how to be creative, think outside the box. It is fun to try new things and now that I feel more comfortable doing hair and make-up I love trying to come up with new and interesting things to try. It is fun to see what you can do... Yesterday Meriam and I were on our way home and I had the brilliant idea to give myself a mohawk when we got home. HAHA well that turned out AWESOME so we decided to do Meriams hair too. Then we needed freak awesome make-up to match out new cool do's! Once we were all done up, we convinced my mom to join the fun. It is cool to see what you can do. We of course need pictures afterwards and it was the perfect opportunity for a photo shoot. haha I never turn down a photo-op! So here is what we got, not only was I happy with how our hair and make up turned out, I loved the pictures too. We had so much fun!!

Goodbye is never easy!

My best friend in the whole world left on Sunday. She got a job in Washington and so she packed up and headed out for her new adventure. I am so proud of her but I am having Jamie withdrawals... We found out that she had 2 weeks before she had to be there so we made sure to squeeze in as many fun things as we could up until she left! We did a lot of fun things. Some of my favorites were 80's dancing and her goodbye party it was fun to spend her last night with her and some of our closest friends...

I was thinking yesterday of all the fun times we have had together and all the things we did together. We had some heartaches and some tears we also shared everything with each other. I have never had a friend like her and we will be friends forever... a few states will not pull us apart.. I love you Jamie Jerms... Good Luck with everything!!!

Just say it...

If there is anything I have learned in my life it is that life is short. People come and go, days move on. Things happen but life doesn't quit. Life doesn't stop. Giving up is not an option. After today, there will always be a tomorrow and then today will be nothing but a yesterday. What happened yesterday cannot be undone. It can not be taken back. It cant be added too. Life is too short not to say how you feel. A friend and I were talking about this the other day and she reminded me that if you have something to say, if you have a compliment to give, if you have feelings to share, then share them. What do you have to lose?!? But if you don't say what you want to say then you don't know when the opportunity to say it will ever come up again. Time passes by so quickly. You never know when your words to someone will be your last. Say you care, tell someone you miss them or tell someone you love them. When you think of a compliment or have the urge to talk to someone that you may not be on the best terms with, do it. I have learned that the only thing I have ever regretted is not saying how I feel when I feel it. I have never regretted being honest with my feelings or my thoughts. This is one of my life goals. Life is too short to keep things to myself. Life is too precious not to share how I feel. Cause if you don't then the next thing you know all if you have is a bunch of piled up yesterdays and regrets. Be who are. Say how you feel. Life is too short not to. I love life and although it is not always easy it is worth it, and it goes on no matter if I am dealing with it or not, so I might as well make the best of it. Make today count, so that yesterday counted then make tomorrow better than today and you cant go wrong! (This song my friend showed me... I love it!) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YZ0z86LmXBM