Rock your World...

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Walk with me...

Ever feel like you are alone? Ever feel like you have no one to talk to? Like no one understands or no one cares? Ever wonder if there will ever be a second set of feet prints by your side? I do... But maybe when there is one, it really is because someone is carrying us through life. I have faith that my Heavenly Father is by my side always and the one to carry me through when there is no one else! Its that same faith that gets me out of bed every day, I am grateful to be a daughter of God and to have a Father in Heaven who cares for me even when I maybe don't deserve it!

Something Important...

So once upon a time I have a friend... and her name is SYDNEE and she had a problem, see the adversary would try to make her sleep all day and not hang out with me, then the adversary would tell her to try to keep me awake ALL night... I said "Syd, this is URGENT! I need to sleep" and she said "That's Great." and I said "Me thinky me dont likey when you talk like that" and she said "Side Note: Woof ;P" and then the adversary told us to be friends and read blogs!!! The END! WHOAAOAOAOA! WEEEEE DIIIIID IIITTTTT!

What do ya know?!?

I guess I can consider myself pretty dang Lucky!!

Dancing on a land mine....

I feel like I am dancing on a land mine... either I will get lucky or it will all blow up!

Ever felt like that? I do but with each passing day I feel a little more like I am gaining grounds to safety... With every passing day I feel a little less in danger of my whole world blowing up before me... and I feel like maybe, just maybe its finally my turn to get lucky in life and to get the one thing I want most! I have never been more grateful for prayers and fasting and the priesthood and I have never before had more faith in the idea that God really does have his hand in everything. He sees the bigger picture and all my faith is in that idea that he knows what is best for me and will lead me there when I am ready if I let him. I believe with all my heart that every experience, heartache and trial has lead me here to where I am now and prepared me for my future! I have never been happier or more confident in the decisions I am making! So hopefully the landmine I have chosen to waltz across will be nice and treat me well and not shatter my my goals and my whole world along with it!!!

J-E-L-L-O

Friends are like Jello...

there is always room for more!!

Summertime Blues...

Really I dont have much to write about, but too many people are complaining that it has been to long since I updated... So I will update you on my summer!

I cant believe its Summer! This seems insane to me, I feel like this year is going by way too fast! So I need to crack down... starting in July I am picking up tons of extra hours in school, and trying to bust that out, the sooner I can finish there and start getting paid to do hair the better! Also, I am working out my move to Washinton, hopefully it is sooner rather than later!

Summer so far has been full of fun activities, family gatherings, friends, road trips, birthdays and parties! Russell and Marie are moving to Guetemala next sunday for a few years so we are having a goodbye gathering for them on Saturday. I will really miss them, Marie has been the perfect addition to our family!

So why is my summer been blue? Cause I feel like the one person I want to be here with me basking in the sun is gone for the summer and it is making me very very sad, I miss him so much and cant wait til he comes back home! Everyday feels like Monday with him gone, so I just pray that he will be safe and watched over and come home soon!

Other than that, I have lots of plans still for this summer, camping, moving, swimming, more birthdays and fun fun fun! I love summer and wish it could be this nice all year long!

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What an Honor....

Their was a funeral today for a former firefighter, and my dad asked me to come take pictures, at first I was not excited about spending my afternoon at a funeral of a guy I didnt really know but my experience there was one I will never forget... I dont know if any of you have ever been able to experience a funeral for a former EMT/FireFighter but it is such a spiritual experience...

Rex Walker used to work for PG fire with my dad. He retired a few years back and has been working as a Forest Ranger in American Fork Canyon. On May 20th he was helping remove loose rock in front of Timp Cave and had an accident with a four wheeler that took his life...

The two men in the white hats are the Cheif and Second in Command

My dad with one of his close friends at the cemetery...

Some of the guys from the color guard they walked in front of and behind the casket...

Some of the firefighters paying their respects to Rex's son...

The Fire Fighters from PG, AF, and Lehi, and also the Forrest Rangers all lined up behind "Old Joe" and saluted as the casket passed...

Rex was also a biker, and so in his pressesion line there was the PG Fire Truck and Ambulance with their lights on, then "Old Joe" with the casket, and then 35 of his biker friends were lined up to ride their last ride with him...

This is "Old Joe" one of PG's old fire trucks that held the casket...

AF and Lehi Fire Fighters brought their ladder truck and displayed a flag for "Old Joe" to drive under... some of their crew was lined saluting the truck as it passed...

"Old Joe"

This was really one of the most respectful and spiritual ceremonies I have ever seen and I am so glad that I took the time out of my day to go and be a part of it. It makes me so happy to know that this is the kind of respect my dad will recieve someday and that there are people out there who respect the job that they do, these men put their lives on the line every day to protect us adn they deserve to be honored in such an amazing way! The most touching part of the ceremony was at the end of the closing prayer at the cemetery they sent out his final page... this is where all of the fire fighters turn on their radio's and dispatch sets off the ring tones and respectfully calls out this crew members last page of duty... It is enought to give you chills and is so amazing to experience. I am blessed and will never forget this and my thoughts and prayers are with the Walker family. Rex "RJ" will truly be a missed member of this community!

In the Pink

A couple of weeks ago was the "Race for the Cure" Its a race and all the proceeds go to Breast Cancer Research. My Dad has a friend Tracy who he works with at the hospital and she asked him to be on her team and walk the 5k with her and her family. So he dressed up all in his pink gear and we went up to Salt Lake and it was one of the most amazing things I have ever seen. I was amazed! It was like a "Full House" moment when you just realized that for 2 hours it didnt matter who you were or where you came from or what you looked like... No one was too cool to be in pink, not even a group of bikers with dreads... all decked out from head to toe in hot pink. It was really a site to see! I was so touched by the stories and all the people. They had soo many people that all you could see for miles each direction was PINK!!!
My dad just starting the race...

This was one of my FAVORITE shirts and has a really funny story behind it...

Tracy is in the pink shirt, all the breast cancer survivors were wearing the pink shirts...

My dad with Tracy... She is so sweet!

Their group name was "In the Pink" this is the whole team together...

This was one of the sweetest things, It made me cry when I saw this girl, the sign on her back said "I am racing for ME" and she had a sign on her little baby's back that sad "I am racing for my MOMMY" and she carried him the whole way, It was just so touching, she couldnt have been older than me...

This lady was amazing, such a fun outfit!

haha my daddy Loved this team their shirt says "Fight Like a Girl"

This doesnt even come close to showing how many people were their but it was the best I could get... I had to stand on the back of a truck to get this and I still couldnt see the end of people in either direction...

My daddy is my hero, there is nothing he cant do or wont do for a friend, and as a survivor of cancer himself it was amazing to me to be able to see him a year later out walking and helping out a good cause... I LOVE YOU DADDY!

And Breathe....

Life is a whirlwind of fun, stress, guilt, work, relief, pain and joy! Some of them blow threw more than others and harder but in the end, it makes life worth living. I wouldnt give any of it up, doesnt always mean I enjoy them but I enjoy the end result, its what makes me, me! I tend to bite off more than I can chew and I wouldnt change that for anything, I hate sitting around, I hate not being busy and not feeling like I accomplished anything. So I recently have started helping a friend and being a nanny for 4 children. The kids are great and I have really enjoyed it but after a lot of praying and scheduling I decided to start more hours at school as of June first so I will give up one task to do another.

I also started a business of my own, thats right.... I DID IT!!!! I now have a photography business named Sugar On Top Photography! So far it has been sooo much fun! I love being creative and doing photo shoots. Check it out!

And I saved the best news for last..... My daddy went and had his yearly check to make sure he was doing good, and he was clean as could be and is now in remission for 1 year and is still cancer free!!! That is one of the biggest reliefs of all, bring on the rest of the world, I can handle anything with the strength of my family! My daddy means the world to me and knowing he is good, makes me good, the rest doesnt matter!

Maycee Mae

I bought a puppy! This impulse buy was quite an expensive one but you cant put a price on love!!! I found Maycee when Fuzz and I stopped to browse at Animal Ark on Thursday night.... I knew the second I found her that I had to have her! She is absolutely adorable! I am extremely exausted, taking care of a puppy is harder than I thought... bring on a baby but this puppy stuff is hard. She is 6 weeks old and she was born January 20, 2010. She is tiny and sweet! Bless her heart she is up every night at 2am and 4am hopefully that will wear off soon so I can get some sleep too! I love her though and my parents have fallen head over heels for her!!!

Fuzz Photo Shoot

Today I did a make over on Fuzz then we went out and took some pictures...