Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Say What?!?

It has been a while since I posted cause to be honest I dont know what to say! I dont know what to do with my life and therefore I dont know what I want and I am confused out of my mind at the moment due to recent events and so I have just been sitting back waiting for some kind of something to come along and give me a little direction in my life. I think I am going through like a mid life crisis or something, except I dont plan on dying at 46 so I am thinking maybe like a quarter life crisis (does that exist?). Anyways I have tried to keep myself busy the last few weeks as to not go insane thinking about the things in life I dont want to think about! Keeping busy isnt too hard to do, I threw my BFF a birthday party and it was an all day event that turned out great (this is her...)
I have also just been working alot and going to the gym. But the big thing that has been helping me keep my sanity is that I have changed my attitude through scripture study and prayer and I decided that it is the Lords will not mine... I need to have faith that the Lord has my best interest at heart and he knows what is in store for me and will help lead me to those things if I am faithful. Which can sometimes be hard when you want things in the moment but I have a testimony that the Lord is on my side and loves me. It is times like these when I am extra grateful for this knowledge and feel so blessed to have this gospel in my life!

1 comment:

Amanda said...

So--I don't know you TOO well, but I was friends with Kayla and I know you were at my bridal shower years ago. Anyway--I just wanted to add something here. My life has definitely not gone the way I planned. My own timing was way off compared to the Lord's timing. And, you know what, I wouldn't change a minute of it! I have been blessed beyond my wildest dreams and I can't imagine how plain and empty my life would seem if things in my plan had actually happened. I just wanted to cheer you on--I know how hard life can be where you are. But, I know how good it is on the other side of the challenges. Be still and know that [he is] God. I hope it all works out for the best! :)

--Amanda Segeberg